today work

Today last min my manager ask me go for work...hmm..no choice...coz no one cover the girl who suppose to work that day...when i reach there at around 330, i was kinda bored even the crowd is much more as compare to the previous days i worked...bt smth funny happen in the evening at around 7...got this nerdy guy with his round spectacles which i think is an working adult (coz he look old)wanted to buy a sandals of a kid...plus, the sandals is some superhero in the kids channel...lol...i pretend not to look at him and i didn't even serve him at all...lol..i stand one side and looking at him trying the sandals...lol...then i talk to one of the promoter there which sell perfume...the auntie is a nice lady..very friendly..she was kinda surprise of the way i talk...she said i am different from the rest of the malays...im very polite when talking to her...thats wat she said...lol...hmm..i think alot of chin think that malay guys do not have sense of manners...i hope my behaviour have change her mindset of concluding that all malay guys are in one kind which is the negative side...smt i wonder..why do the malays want to tattoo their body and make themselve look very ugly...some have good looks and pretty features but due to their modfication in their body that cause to look super ugly...omg....some even married with a child...hopefully their children will not be like them..sometime due to this minority of malays which behave, dress up and doing some modification in their body to look 'fierce' have cause the rest of the malays to be affected through the ppl from other races looking down on malays for not having a gd future...hmm....hope i could make a change to my community so that the perception of the rest of the races would be of a positive side rather than negative mindset..

sadness overcome me

today was really bad happen to me...i was so sad...till i have no mood to talk to my friend when my friend and i went to go for an interview....hmm...i was freaking down till i feel like i do not know wat else to do in my life....i am a failure to everything....i feel like i do not always have what i have wanted in my entire life..HAPPINESS...i think it wun happen to me...even jus now when i went out for a walk...my parents dun even know im outside...can u imagine that...haiz...whenever i'm alone...i always think that i will walk alone rain or shine and being the loner guy walking on an quiet place....tears will roll down my cheeks thinking about people getting their happiness in their daily life...i do not want my tears to roll down my cheeks making me look like a real loser which i am now....happiness really had to get everytime...its a matter of how we face in our daily life to ensure that we get the happiness that we want every day...hmm....yeah....till now i still can't slp at all..

daily life

From now onwards i guess i'll jus put this same title everyday unless something special or that cause me to really voice out my feelings....haha...today work was kinda fun than ytd when i work...manage to make friends with other promoters...no choice got to make friends if not it would be dead boring to be there working with not much of customer to serve...haha....during my break gt to eat alone..haiz...some more raining heavily...argh!gt caught in the rain jus to have my lunch..sigh...had a burger thats all...not much of appetite to eat...nt feeling well...hmm...then gt home at arnd 6 plus...my phone was kinda jam which really piss me off...wat if there is emergency calls and messages which i do not receive on time...haiz...fuck sia...i feel like throwing my phone again...the last time i threw it when i had a quarrel then i threw it...hmm..i think becoz of that day my phone can't really work well...hmm....stupid of me..sigh...miss my baby alot...been a long time i nva met up with her...haiz...can't meet her much often...her parents will suspect...haiz..

today work as a promoter

Yesterday i do not really gt a good sleep becoz i was thinking hard how to earn money since im having holiday and i am the kind of person who do not like to waste time to slack at home..if possible earn as much money as possible...hmm...today my work is located at tamp mart station there...my manager ask me to come at 11 but then work at around 12..wth...then nd to wait for the sales executive to give me a call before i start work..then while waiting for his call, i sat at one corner near the mrt station...i look around and observe very single person passing by in their reaction and behaviour..it was kinda cool though...then smth captures my attention, it was those people who do some donation stuff..i wonder why do they still do it when the job is like super stuff and the pay to do it was little...to do this kind of job takes alot of effort and most people would not donate their money to some kind of charity organisation...in the news already stated that money often given to other countries to help out...but will other countries help singapore in any way...you can see for urself...Singapore are so generous that even the high position job is given to foreigners instead of locals....wat the hell is wrong with singapore now?alot of talented pools of local never get teh chance..really stupid i think for singaporean to allow foreigners...even though labour is cheaper...wth...

today outing

today i never do much...i jus went out with her to watch a movie...STEP UP 2...woohoo!it was damn cool though we were both freezing inside the cinema..haha...nva bring jacket tats why..haha..aft that went to her grandma place for awhile since after watching movie she gonna buy psp and going with her parents and her parents going to drop by at her grandma hs before they all went to queensway mall..hmm..then i go home aft that...nthin to do at hm...i jus keep thinking of how i could make my dream happen...i think i need to do alot of research and also making sure i have a job which could actually help me partly in making my dream a reality....i pray hard i would be able to make it come true...hmm...i kinda sad too in the sense of my relationship with my gf...i dunno wat cause them to have bad impression of malay guys...im way differ from any malay guys out there...i have aim in my life...i have set my goals...i knw that most other races feel that malay are the notorious kids which have no bright future at all...but everything have change nw...malays are on par with the rest of the races in every sector...hmm...but no matter wat i gonna prove to her parents that i have the capability to do anything and having a good future...

the only free time

hmm...its been two days i didn't blog..lol...kinda busy with my dance stuff...almost everyday had training till evening and also comp jus ended ytd...we did quite good in it...gt the standard with the rest of the dancer...lol...so yeah...kinda cool actually the event...i quite enjoy that comp...that was my first time dancing with my baby in competition...haha...i always hope i could get a girl who able to dance so yeah...i met my pretty bubbly gf..haha...i can't stand the way she dance...make me drool...wuahah...hmm...on the day of the comp before the comp started, my crewmate were damn nervous...haha...i was like abit relax and sitting at one corner...maybe i was kinda tired to be nervous...lol...well done CREW!..haha...hope we could still be staying strong and active in dance....ok enough of ytd...


today...i didn't do much...jus go with my baby to ref at australian international school....it was early in the mornin gt to reach there...my game was at 245 and i dun really have much of a prob in officiating it today...then suppose aft my game, goin to my hs with my baby but she have to go home early for dinner so send her hm instead then i head home....thats all....=)

Hi

hi there,
it's been quite an ages that i did not blog ever since last year when there is this girl who use to blog tell me it was quite interesting to blog and share the day with the rest of the world and friends...hmm...i think that i really need to blog because i do not wish to waste my day by not telling people what i have done....i have a lot of thing to share about but well i can't simply wrote everything down becaqouse there load and loads i could talk about....hmm...my life was kinda good lately with my current gf who is there for me in almost everything and supports me...i do not why today she was quite upset with me suddenly when jus nw in the afternoon we were happy till i send her home..hmm..wheneva she give a signal she angry at me or sad, i would know that something is not rite that i have cause her to be so upset..hmm...its my wrg.....i knw.....