Got another job to stablise my finance

hmm...it's been a long time i have never been blogging...pretty busy with alot of stuff..i always have a thing in my always which i really need my baby to listen to me and be there for me to release my stressness on the things that i have plan for my future. I was quite happy with the job that i got which i hope it could help me to do what i suppose to do..well, only me and my gf knows...can't really tell you guys.. I find myself kind of weird actually to be thinking of earning as many money as possible because for most teenagers, they would not think this way during this period...For me, i think is because i want to lead a happy life for my family and also for my love...I just love to make them happy by spending some of my money to let them enjoy...It is just me to see their happy smile on their faces...i am now wanting to get back to my business if possible...got to do my homework and stuff...but this time round i would take it slow and steady...i dun wan to things to go fast which i would not be able to feel my hardwork...i just hope to find any partner who have the mindset of their business no matter small or big because i am keen to do anything to make sure my aim that i set will come true...it is quite hard to find anyone who is darng enough to do business....most of whom i know whch i ask them whether they would want to do business and their respond would be just "do not want to take risk.""doing business can cause a great loss in money."hmm...i guess singaporean just want to be in the comfort zone and not challenge themselve to do beyond what they think they can do in their life....I think for now, i'll just work alone before getting anyone join me....